I climb!

​Sometimes, no wait, I’m very grateful all the time, that I have amazing people in my life, that I can truly call friends, without them. I would be basically nobody but some creepier trying to make videos and take shoots of them!

When I Look Outside My Window

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Sometimes, I think I’m crazy for thinking or acting the way I do. I know that I’m a very weird individual and I like that about myself. I’m a loner with a gigantic imagination and an even bigger mouth, that doesn’t seem to shout the fuck up. I’m not the tea that you prefer to drink and that’s alright with me, because I’m more for those who wanna try something new and exciting. Once you drink me, you’ll come in to my world and you’ll never want to leave. However, until the rest of the basic lambs in the field catches up to my fairly odd self. I’ll just enjoy doing my own thing like usual and watch as the others follow the herd.

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Took You From The Hood and I Could Never Give You Back!

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Despite my circumstances, there’s nothing more I like more, then having a day with my favorite model/friend Natalie! She gives me hope that, I’m bigger than my problems give me credit for! I had the best day and I totally forgot my bullshit hard knocks, and reminded me, that should just continue with what I like. There should be more friends like here and I’m glad she’s one of them!

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Nocturnal Animal

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Lately, sleep for me has not been an option, to me it just something I can do later on. You know when I’m dead or something dramatic like that. However, while you are sleeping, I’m preparing for my next move. I’m not going to be fucking up like before, because that too is not an option or in the books. Sure, I’d be bullshitting myself if I didn’t say I was tired, but that ok, it gives me more fuel to do what I have to do. Therefore, as you’re counting your sheep or whatnot, I’ll be up preparing for the next week and the months ahead. While you still decided what to do with yourselves in general.

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I Wanna Be Liberated

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I wanna be liberated from this discombobulated feelings in my head, my mind wanders from thoughts and images, of things that don’t makes sense. I just wanna be free of all of this and make these things all to go away. So I can feel semi-regular again, my mind needs to be clear and nonsense unbound. There’s no reason for me to feel like this (There is but I’m getting bored of mentioning it!).

My Pursuit of Something….

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Late I’ve been in a pursuit of something, what that is, I don’t really know anymore. I’ve been making the climb to something, that lately been making me confused of what I really want. I mean, I’m a grow ass man, who should know at my age what the fuck I want. However, I don’t know that ,when I get on top of that long and bumpy hill that I’ll even be satisfied with what I got. I mean, I’ve never really  been really fulfilled with what I have or got. I usually get really bored, tried to move on or just stay in that mundane place, and just make the best out of it, until my body bleeds of boredom. I’ll probably be fine once I get there, but right now I’m not and it’s not all right. It’s just tedious and I’m not a big fan of stale living, but I guess that how I’m rolling these days.