Slow Jams

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Not to sound all sentimental or whatnot (Too late I guess!). However, recently I can’t stop listening to music, without thinking about a certain someone. It’s hard to hear a Drake song or a Mariah Carey slow jam, without him popping in my head. I try so hard to forget this person, who was not a good person to begin with, but how can I if most of the songs I play remind me of him. Even walking down the street, I hear a car blasting a song that immediately makes my head fill up with thoughts of him and what could have been. Fuck, I would love to wash my ear; mind and brain of him, but it seem harder than I thought. I can’t bare to not listen to music, but the feeling of longing and pain that triggers me; just by one musical note isn’t healthy. Neither is blocking my world from music that I love. I guess I’ll just have to deal with it until he slowly goes away.

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