I need to start a new with my whole bullshit of a situation, which in the light of day makes total sense to me now. I’ve basically wasted my time with someone, who doesn’t really and never really deserved me. I’ve wasted my time, energy, minutes and cell data on an asshole, who never really wanted anything to do with me in the first place. Now, this “relationship” was not about love because it was never about that…yet, however when you speak to someone about what you both want in life. You would think that it would lead to that, instead of it leading to an empty road and you’re I’m in the middle of it lost and confused, and basically waiting for a car to hit me. So, when it does collide into me fast and hard, it’ll stop making me feel this way ever again! It might take a couple of emotionally showers, before this can all be washed away, but I’ll get there and when I do there will be no track of this person ever again!