Bambi In The Headlights

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To say these were the worst couple of days would be an understatement. These days has kicked my ass, broke my heart and made me wonder what’s the truth and what’s not anymore. I don’t want to get into detail because those details are still on my emotional table, waiting for all the piece of the puzzle to be put together. However, as I gather the evidence that had been slap in my face, making me wake up to face reality. It’s scary to know that when I start to glue all these pieces together, I’m not going to like what I see or hear. I would like to sit here and say I didn’t know this was coming, however I knew it was heading from a mile away. In addition, while I knew all the facts, I still continued to go with the flow and maybe, perhaps think that things would get better and just resolve itself. Stupid me for thinking that that would ever happened, stupid me for thinking that things would actually change and everything would land in my corner, with a nice bow wrapped around it. My reality was muted for a while and in its place was an imaginary world, where things would be amazing and perfect, but nothing is like that and it never will be. Therefore, it’s back to the harsh reality of things and all I can do now is just face whatever comes my way and hope for the best. However, I know that whatever the outcomes is, I’ll be the one with the bleeding scares and there’s not a big enough band aid to close it up!

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