I’m not a big fan of eye contact, it’s just to up close and personal for my taste. When I was younger, I couldn’t for the life of me look into anybody’s eyes, when saying hello or trying to have a conversation. Don’t even get me started on talking to a guy, that I would had a crush on! It’s already enough that I’m babbling nonsense and giggle like a little bitch, while trying not to make eye contact (My mom thought I might have Asperger’s syndrome for a while, I don’t btw). However, nowadays it isn’t so hard, because I just got over the horror I guess, or maybe I was just too shy for eye-to-eye intimacy. Nevertheless, I still have this fear that someone, who looks into my eyes will somehow see my soul and I’m not willing to give that up just yet. For now, my soul belongs to me and I only…well what’s left of it that it!