I sometimes think If I applied myself more into the person, I wanted to be, then I would’ve been said person a long time ago. However, things are not so easy when you’re running this obstacle course, where we go around in the same circles repeatedly, but somehow despite being tired, thirsty and just plain stupid for allowing yourself to go through all this day after day. At the end of the day, you’ll still be doing same thing and not because you want to, it’s because you have to, “living the life that you can’t leave behind”, if you know what I mean?. While, I couldn’t stay for another round of torture, I do kind of regret that I didn’t run off the other way instead. By the other way, I’m saying that I should have stuck to my gusts and did what I wanted to do. Instead, of doing something conventional, familiar and somewhat vanilla (Depending on the situation that is!). Everyday my confusion grow as into why I didn’t follow my path, but I guess after you sit down and realize that, that confusion was more of black out. You start to put the puzzle pieces together and figure of that, I guess it was just meant to be…or maybe not just yet!