Sometimes I think I’m a bad person for being so passive when it comes to people and their lives, that they so kindly share with me. It’s hard to have morals inside of me when I’m covered in amoral nonsense and they’re too hard to wipe away. Maybe I’m not as bad/uncaring of a person, as I lead some to believe, but I do believe that people should be responsible for their own deeds, and the chaos, that they surround themselves with. I can’t be accountable for the actions that someone puts himself or herself in, when I have to be liable for my own existence. Which is already filled with fear and loathing, which to some is too much to handle. Therefore, instead of sharing to those who I know are understanding of said immoralities, I rather just keep it to myself. However, it doesn’t stop me from being a mere player in the background of everyone else’s stage. I guess that’s what you call a good friend. On the other hand, maybe I’m just to numb and submissive to really do anything about it, but just to be there without a judgement in the world!