The beginning of this month as been somewhat depressing in the sense, that everyone around me is moving on to bigger and better things. I’m not going to lie but I’m pretty jealous and blue about the situation. It’s not that I’m not happy about these individuals accomplishments or whatnot, but it’s pretty hard to front a smile, when inside I’m just green with envy and blue with sadness. While I’m just in the beginnings stages of making some new changes for myself, I’m somewhat mad at myself for not doing it earlier in life. I guess I was drunk with comfort and fear to do anything about it. Therefore, while I’m still here taking baby steps towards my future the people around me are already turning towards their next chapters. Even though I’m still stuck on my first chapter, I’ll be ready to turn the pages to my future soon and the rest of my life. Like everyone says, it’s never too late to chance your life. I guess I’m just a late bloomer and there’s nothing wrong with that!