Not trying to be an unemotional asshole all of the sudden, but I’m getting tired of trying to being nice to others anymore. I wasn’t always like this. It use to be all about me 24/7 and everything/everyone around me was just a blurry in the corner of my uncaring eye. However, for the past couple of months after my completely dramatic ordeal, this last summer. I thought my karma was shot to death and the only way to rectify the situation, was to become someone I really wasn’t in nature. A somewhat, good and caring person to others, beside my family, but to be honest I really do a half ass job, with handing out the sweetness even towards them. Nevertheless, I’ve come to realized that all that loving, caring and sharing motions is just a bunch of bullshit and there’s no such thing in the importance of being nice. Because why be pleasant and agreeable to others, when they’re just going to be same bunch of assholes towards you! I’m done with the “sweet” character I’ve created to for others to like. I’m just going to do me and fuck everyone else! It’s not worth the headaches and pain in my face from all the fake smiling. My facial expression aren’t built for that and neither are the delightful feelings, I’ve never had to begin with!