There was once upon a time, where I wanted to end it all. Where the entire roads ahead of me seem to have signs, that read closed and there weren’t any better days to look forward to. People think being an adult isn’t easy. Well being a teenage is even harder! Being told that you have the whole world in front of you for the taking. Is just a bunch of cray! People who say that have never had to worry about obtaining anything in their lives. In addition, being a 220-pound fat, confused and depressed teen just makes, that gain so much harder to reach. Especially if you don’t know, who you are or who you want to become. Fuck! I was more worried about getting out of the darkness more than anything. When you see no light at the end of that endless tunnel, all you want to do is just give up, turn off that eternal switch and sleep forever. I might be a little dramatic, but that’s how I felt at the time. I still feel like that from time to time. However, I’ve learn that I’m stronger than I thought I would be. I guess making it through the jungles of my adolescents journey, gives me the strength to say that, without an ounce of sadness. It also gives me a reason to get up in the mornings and see what’s leading me towards the open roads in front of me. No closed signs ahead!