Saving Face

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It’s hard to keep your dignity in tacked, when all you want to do is scream. Scream from the top of your lungs, so someone, anyone can hear what’s really going on inside. Walking around all day long pretending to be cool with everything is starting to get to you. It’s also starting to get harder and harder to hide behind the smile you’ve painted on your face. No one really knows what you’re really feeling inside and you don’t want to speak about it either. If you do say something to anyone, you’ll start to wonder if the words that are coming out of your mouth, makes you start sounding insane. You also start getting paranoid and wonder if the people you confide in. Are also starting to think if you’re crazy as well. Keeping shit inside might be fine for now. However, how long will it be before all those feelings, start bubbling up, until one day you just burst?  I wonder who will be there to help you to pick up those pieces of you. On the other hand, will you just be alone on your knees, picking them up and assembling them all up by yourself?

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