These past couple of weeks have been a series of horrible unfortunate events. I sometimes feel like I’m about to drown and I have my hand out for someone to save me. However, there’s no one there to save me and I slowly start drowning further and further down. Into a puddle so deep, dark and so far gone, that it would be hard to see my remains. I know this is just life and it comes with its joys and hard knocks. However, I’m not going to lie. The hard knocks are getting to me and this feeling of defeat is slowly settling in. The only savior I have is myself, but how can I save myself from all this, when I’m so far gone already.