I sometimes (All the time!) wish that I could go back and be nineteen again (I say nineteen because I feel like my life didn’t real start until that age!). If I knew now what I didn’t know back then, then things would be very different for me. Back then, when I was nineteen I didn’t have to deal with so much shit in life and I didn’t have that many responsibilities. I basically didn’t really give a shit about anything at all and I didn’t think I had to. However, looking back now, I should have been more responsible for my own actions and I can’t change that now. It’s finished. I’m now old enough to learn from my own mistakes and move on. Even though I can’t look back now, I sometimes do from time to time and wonder what if?